I've been thinking and I understand why I dislike my mother so much. I don't think it's actually that my mother is a worker of the Devil like I said before, but for another reason. I actually see a lot of myself in my mother and that scares me. My mother tried so hard not to be like my grandfather, but inevitably she turned out just like him. She's impatient and tyrannical. I have said for so long that I don't want to be like my mother or my grandfather, but is it set in stone for me too. That is why I'm a little afraid to have kids of my own some day. Will I keep spreading the sick psychological menace of the Sweig family? I don't know, but we'll have to see.
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