Please Excuse The Blood

Divorce is hard,
You can't put the past away,
Daddy promised love,
But all he brought was pain,
A hole in her heart,
Mommy sleeps alone,
Just waiting by the phone.

Eating is evil,
Eating is pain,
All you need is control,
Control the fear,
Stop the tears,
Perfection is in sight,
No more pain,
No more shame,
Just that perfect 98.

The violent muse,
Stings the skin,
Frees the blood,
From its terrible prison,
The heart beats faster and faster,
But the pain remains the same.

Darkness fills the void,
She knows there's nothing left,
It's better to burn out,
Than to live in agony,
She takes the gun,
Pulls the trigger;

"Please excuse the blood."

*I would like to dedicate this song first and fore mostly to Per Yngve Ohlin aka Dead the singer of Mayhem who committed suicide in 1991. I got the title from his suicide note so thanks. I would also like to dedicate it to anyone who is feeling depressed or suicidal at this moment. I am not suicidal, but I do know how you feel.